New Moon in Virgo today at 25°59’ suggests that even while many things have fallen into place, changed for the better, and/or come into a clearer focus over the last few weeks we still need to pull it all together with a practical plan that balances both our Inner Being and our outer Becoming. We may have been so focused on getting our messages out to others, finding relief from or compensation for our hard efforts, and/or developing something new that we’ve been neglecting the reality of our own Inner Being. Take time today to honor your personal needs. Show yourself some love. And do yourself a favor by making room in your day to think about how you can better nurture your personal space in the future. Today considering your own wellness is the priority.
Virgo New Moon – Make a Plan that includes YOU-time!
September 18, 2009 at 12:45 am (Astrology)
Tags: Astrology
Invocation of the Angels
September 5, 2009 at 9:50 pm (FUTURE-PROCESS)
Tags: Angels, invocation, six directions, watchtowers
I was compelled to watch this as I’ve been studying the Angels in relationship to the six-directions. It is so powerful, I keep returning to experience it again…
A Zohar Verse Useful in the Study of Key 528
August 18, 2009 at 1:29 pm (PRESENT-POTENTIAL)
Tags: 528, Zohar
I’ve been away from my study projects for some time while I work on overhauling my sites but wanted to share this verse from my morning readings for those intrigued by Key 528:
44. Inside of the gates is a lock with a tiny and narrow keyhole. This lock is unmarked and known only by the impression of the key. And no one can know about this narrow keyhole without having the key for the information is concealed only in the key itself. And upon this secret is based the verse, “In the beginning Elohim created”. Thus “In the beginning” (Barashit) is the key by which everything is hidden, as it locks and unlocks. With this key six gates are locked and unlocked. So when it locks those gates and includes them within itself, then it is for sure Berasheit: a revealed word that includes within it a concealed word. Barah, wherever it appears, is a word that hides and gaurds a secret, implying that the key can unlock it or lock it up.
Mystical ABCs
June 27, 2009 at 11:15 pm (FUTURE-PROCESS)
Tags: alphabet, gnosis, letter, Osiris, Union
A meditation on the Alphabet:
A, A shining light, a breath of Life, a motivating power activating a Master of the World.
B, Baetylus, a resting stone of cosmic biology bringing great dreams of Above. It marks Beth’el, the House of the Divine, and is like unto Boaz, who keeps the house strong.
C, Change through motion, change through reflection; Creation, the extraordinary change.
D, Door and Fish were once symbols of the same sound, given the same shape; the fish-shaped portal of the Goddess.
E, Equinox, the traditional opening of the year; windows open; the sounds of jubilation soar.
F, Fangs of the serpent who coils three and one-half times are like a hook, fishing for a place to dig in and lift a body up out of its element.
G, Gnosis; the holy letter; carve a space within, become the architect of your Universe, grand and good.
H, Humanity hatching from their shells of skin, searching for their Home everywhere until they turn within.
I, I AM a flame unsquelched, even when buried in the dark-moist of the Earth.
J, Jachin cast by Hiram’s hands, balancing strength with mercy; establishing victory; eternity is ours.
K, Keys to the Kingdom, passed hand to hand; a chain of Knowledge illuminating our togetherness.
L, Lead with the Heart, soar into space; balance ascends the Known horizon; Justice is restored with each morning star.
M, Mary, Fountain of Creation; my mother, the Sea; a Foundation for all that is Divine.
N, None, Zero and Nun, the Serpent Power; a snake swallowing its tail; that which must be added to the ordinary Human to become something more; nothing!
O, Ocular entry points of desire, generates optical illusions – beware! The opposite and inverse of any appearance is often the truth. Oneness is the only answer.
P, Pry open the mouth, a messenger that can change everything with one utterance; process this reality like your mouth breaks down and makes useful that which sustains you.
Q, Question “What am I?” and “What unfolds at the end?” Tie on the cable, set adrift on the neural network; quiet mediation on the quintessence.
R, Rise and Shine; show your face to the world; channel the Light fantastic.
S, Super-conscious force emanating; hissing like snakes and like tongues of flame; flame bound to coal by the ember within.
T, The crucified world, suffering until marked by illumination; and then, the fixed cross of matter, transcended.
U, Universe – make yours expansive; enflamed by the bliss of understanding there is Union.
V, Victory; eradicate falsehood, vindicate truth; hear the triumph of the dawn; be new to the world each day.
W, What a trial Osiris endured, separated into parts, wanting for the lost estate! Leading by example, following Wisdom’s whisper to walk the Way of Return.
X, ‘X’ marks the spot, the Star within; not a cross, fixed, but four-points of an axis that spins.
Y, You are the body and the mind of the Divine; yoga, the activity of Union, yokes below to Above.
Z, Zion, the reunion of cleaved apart pieces; like unto the zeal of lovers, the zelator seeks the laws of Nature, dispersed among the elemental dances of the Zodiac.

Link: An Interesting Angle on a Look at Mother Tongues…
May 12, 2009 at 10:46 am (PAST-PURPOSE)
Tags: language, mother tongue, sasquatch
The Land
April 21, 2009 at 11:02 pm (PAST-PURPOSE)
Tags: andromeda, Arizona, chakra, Hanged Man, Helen, morning star, Moses, Neptune, Oregon, Orion, Osiris, reversal, Shem'Yaza, Simon Magus, suspended animation, Tyre, Venus, Washington
I decided to herald the last day of Venus retrograde actual (April 17th) by writing about a former attachment I am saying adieu to for good; I can feel it deep within my bones…
That would be “The Land”; the heart of my love for Arizona. I was married to it and had intimate Knowledge of its every part. My awareness extended in an expansive radius, so that I knew what was around the bend and over the rise, in some directions for a span of fifty miles or more. I knew the mountains and the valleys and the way the wind whispered through them; I knew where the Sun and Moon would rise on the horizon and how the stars would fall through the turn of the year; I knew when the storms would come and how they would play through the valley; I knew its history and witnessed its movement into the future. It was my island at the core of my Universe.
Every time I left The Land, and even put a thousand miles between myself and it, circumstances would unfold that returned me. Even (and maybe especially) when I resisted and bemoaned its existence for there were times when I believed this heart-center of my known Universe was a vortex – a magnetic whirlpool – that sucked me into it and kept me on the brink of drowning there. It was where I departed from for the Oregon dreamtime, and the place that called me back from the dream in the end.
My mentor, Al, had implored me not to move from The Land for at least a decade, and then, if I moved, to retain it in my possession, always. He called it an “intersection point” and suggested that it was because of The Land I would cross paths with “my people” – the group to which I “correlate like a star within a constellation of stars and circle through lifetimes with”.
It had sounded so strange at the time. I remember debating with him that my Fate would find me anywhere, to which he reminded that “like time is to potential, so is place to purpose”. It was among those many things Al said that only ended-up ringing true in hindsight and was one of those things I inadvertently (and in spite of my rather rebellious spirit) ended-up doing largely as he suggested. After my return from Oregon The Land remained my home for another 10 years.
Like Simon Magus discovering Helen at the top of a tower in Tyre and inviting her out into the world, it was my now-husband who asked me to relinquish my attachment to The Land in a way that wouldn’t let me get pulled back. The understandings I had arrived at (and the goals they had stoked the embers of) led me to feel that my purpose there was complete, and contrary to Al’s assertion, I didn’t want to retain anything simply for the sake of retaining it. Now-husband helped me to find a way off my island and travel far beyond the boundaries of my known Universe into an entirely new sphere of existence.
But that doesn’t imply I unwove The Land from my heart-strings. Even within states of happiness and fulfillment, I thought of that relinquished place quite often and wondered if I’d ever know another place as well, and love it as much. A few times when the path seemed on a downward turn, I wondered if I’d been wrong to let it go… Especially as time brought me organically into more agreement with Al.
This was complicated and compounded by a rather strange, if not almost unbelievable, thing. Years after leaving The Land behind us, it was decided in the midst of our hunt for new land that we wanted to correlate the community to Arizona’s Orion (see here). This meant that within our desired region, our future home would be situated along Orion’s chakra line; all we needed to do was locate the “King’s Ruins” from which we could connect the dots (of ruins) to discern the line…
The map told us the ruins were right under our nose, yet finding them proved a difficult animal. There were more than a few candidates and the distance of time had bestowed a number of names upon each, none of which belonging to King. It took friend-Amy’s extended vacation in Washington and “random” encounter with an obscure Arizona history book to figure out just where we were talking about.
Astoundingly, but not surprisingly, they were the hilltop ruins that had been framed by my living room window when I lived on The Land, literally across the street from my then-home. Apparently the ranch I’d known by its historic name had briefly been owned by the brothers, King. It wasn’t then too much of a leap to predict that Orion’s chakra line would prove to cross The Land; and of course it did.
That is the moment when my search for another piece of land in AZ ended. I had already experienced the thing I was looking for and made the conscious choice to let it go. Been there; done that. For as much as it hurt, it was clarity. I saw how in that moment I could repeat myself or I could use my Orion-experience to find a reversal…
In the Mystery Traditions the constellation Orion is associated to any Hero who is, as a major theme, suspended-in-wait. This includes the chained, like Prometheus; the Hanged Man, such as Odin; the banished, like Shem’Yaza; Moses in the wilderness; Jonas inside the whale; Osiris in many ways; and on like this. Where the hang-up occurs inside of time there is suffering; a feat of enduring “the wait”. Where it occurs outside of time there is rest; a suspended animation of some sort. Both are suggestive of motion or, rather, a lack thereof, but more importantly signify the act of anticipating movement or waiting for change. The Hanged-Man is either of symbol of patient endurance, or a harbinger of a great reversal of the (energy) flow…
As I move to commit myself to a new valley and a new Land, it occurred to me rather suddenly one day that for the first time in two decades I can say that I am no longer attached to the Land-that-was. I’m not even sure I would have said that a month ago. And I find it interesting that this feeling has surfaced from deep within me, seemingly out of blue, as Venus-retrograde steeped us in the energy of Andromeda, the Morning Star affectively cutting the chains which hold the maiden back.
Video: Vibration is the Key to Structure
March 11, 2009 at 10:03 pm (PRESENT-POTENTIAL)
Tags: 528, hans jenny, key, solfeggio, sound, vibration
This is a great video to watch after reading my previous post…
The Aquarian alignment 14th February 2009
February 14, 2009 at 1:48 pm (PRESENT-POTENTIAL)
Tags: Astrology
The Aquarian alignment 14th February 2009
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Pluto in a Goat-Fish Suit – We Become the Path…
February 9, 2009 at 2:30 pm (FUTURE-PROCESS, PRESENT-POTENTIAL)
Tags: abyss, balance, bridge, capricorn, duality, goat, Knowledge, middle, now, oneness, opposites, phoenix, pluto, separation, temper, zen
“What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.”
Ralph Waldo Emerson
With Mercury’s retrograde complete – with our analysis of any decisions that had been left hanging in the balance said and done – we step forward into the new energies of a new and lengthy cycle from the vantage of a new perspective of what has been. Let it inspire you! Today with the full moon you shall finally start to see the first fruitful glimpses of a refashioned path…
Pluto, symbolic of our divine seed-core of Knowledge, is now full-on into Capricorn, the structure that holds us upright and compels us toward an ever-higher height. This isn’t about putting a new sheen on things or simply redecorating our lives – this is the time when skeletons are exposed and all things are remade at a structural level. Truly, the bones of the world are being made new!
However it’s important to keep in mind that this isn’t an automatic process. The very nature of Capricorn demands work. To reach the heights one must climb, and climb some more, all the while navigating the precipices and crevasses, and cultivating motivation from the hope of unfolding a more expansive view; of being and becoming something greater.
It was well over a decade ago that my initiator, Al, spoke to me of this time (from 2009 to 2023) as laying the framework of the New Culture. He told me that it would require a Great Work and “the right consciousness”, but in the end our inherent Divinity would be a common Knowledge and the deepest foundations of the world will have been remade with this truth (so that when Saturn arrives into Libra in 2023 we will be ready to plant the seeds of a greater social awareness, beauty, and peace).
But he also told me something rather curious, which I’ve written about here before. He told me that he “wouldn’t be crossing that abyss” referring, in sweeping terms, to the period between the death of Pisces and the rebirth of Aquarius and, more specifically, to Pluto-in-Capricorn which would lead us ambitiously across the chasm of “the great center” (of the galaxy) which marked the end point of one Human epoch and the dawn of the next. This, he said, was because his mind was steeped so heavily in the dualities and dogmas of Pisces that it couldn’t make the leap.
In the religion of his youth it had been “the Great Harvest at the end of all this” which compelled his process and commanded his Good Will. He had spent so many years anticipating signs of “the end” that by the time he understood it was a new beginning as well, the realization was bittersweet if not unpalatable; why all the burning ambition for betterment if the event horizon was just another notch of change in the never-ending gears of life, even if a super-sized one?
This became a point of contention between us. I beseeched him to take heart in the unstoppable march of the new (celestial) order of the Ages and thus in the same hope he taught of – the Divine inheritance within. And that perspective was the very difference, he would assert in response. Duality could never bridge the Abyss because it only allows for two opposite shores and a wide gap between them.
Now that we arrive at Pluto in Capricorn I can better understand. The process of Humanity’s betterment becomes static in duality. It gets reduced to a pair of seemingly opposing forces, and crystallized into a set of things: The old and the new; the past and the future; the starting point and the goal…
Capricorn can become so ambitious to attain its objective that it disregards where it has come from and forgets to notice the journey along the way. Every action seems born from a carefully measured discipline of avoiding the stick and chasing the carrot; every choice becomes a black or white option between “move-forward” and “fail”. Capricorn is quick to discount any neutrality or tempered middle, and often seems to favor public opinion ahead of trusting in their own bones.
But Pluto, the very Lord of the Abyss, ruler of the invisible middle, will have none of it. He is the journey; the everlasting Now we perceive as the constant of change; the Phoenix which regenerates from the ashes of itself.
As he slips on Capricorn’s Goat-Fish suit his message is a powerful one – as long as long as there is dichotomy any apparent motion “up” is illusory. This is because extreme forces in opposition can only create mass – a hardening or stagnation called, symbolically, “the spinning of wheels”. We “think” we are moving but until our Innermost Divine is at the reigns it is only in our mind!
Another way of saying this is that the refinement and refashioning of our innermost structures misses the mark when externally based. The motion which brings true attainment doesn’t occur by way of limited, subjective preference maneuvering us through the never-ending barrage of life’s extremes; any motion now must take place from the deepest within.
This time around Capricorn’s mountain is ascended by crossing Pluto’s Abyss. A bridge of mass – a thing – won’t help us. Instead opposites must be held in neutral tension so that they become, each, as nothing; a union of something else entirely. There can be no division; no picking and choosing sides; no avoiding or seeking. Any discernment rendered by the twin hemispheres of mind, any suggestion born of separation from Oneness is child’s play; a condition of sleeping, as far as Pluto is concerned… And he’s finally ready to share his knowledge so that we can awaken and rise. The experiential reception of the middle is the bridge across! To transcend duality we become indivisible within and place our hope and faith – consciously – in that process.
This reminds me of the often-referenced Zen Koan of the flag, which tells of two monks arguing on a windy day. One describes the motion of the flag. One describes the motion of the wind. Their master corrects them by saying the only motion is in their mind. And to that I would add, mind we can transcend.
